Okay i haven't talked in the longest time and i feel that i should write more often! My life is pretty much the same boring crap that pretty much isn't interesting in anyway. so i won't bore you guys with all the details. Right now i am in love with andy grammer because he is amazing. His music is only uplifting! if you are in a bad mood he can lift you up! His CD is playing right now. Yes i realize that i am playing a CD laugh whatever but i think its amazing. i am actually playing it with my very old karaoke machine that i got when i was in 2nd grade!
Lately i have been in this mood that is kind of hard to get out of. I have been feeling in a way just tired and out of it, not wanting to do anything. I went on this retreat that was amazing! I was surprised how close you could get and being able to open up to people and them being able to open up to you as well. i made me think about my life in a way. i wish that i was able to stay or just go back to that retreat because it was just an amazing experience but sadly it was only for a few days. but those few amazing days made me realize that i need to get more active and to be more open about myself! i shouldn't hide behind a shy and quiet girl. that instead i should be ME! this was surprising to me. i didn't realize that was was hiding behind masks. Shyness hide my fear of failure. Maybe some of you could relate and realize that you don't have to hide either! Just be yourself, whoever that might be and dont make the world change you!
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